where do i belong to?

the last thing i want is to be like the ones i dislike. i always thought i am a logical and reasonable person. where now it had occurred to me that i might be as hard headed as one can be! it's sad. i am in one of the states that my initial reaction to others is that they suck! which is not true. i mean not everyone suck.

stripped - depeche mode

come with me
into the trees
we'll lay on the grass
and let the hours pass

take my hand
come back to the land
let's get away
just for one day

let me see you
stripped down to the bone
let me see you
stripped down to the bone

metropolis
has nothing on this
you're breathing's in fumes
i taste when we kiss

take my hand
come back to the land
where everything's ours
for a few hours

let me hear you
make decisions
without your television
let me hear you
speaking just for me

it's been a while

living with parents is hard, let alone after few years of being away from them and living alone. it looks as if we are from different planets! i wonder what's wrong. i just can't take any of what they say! and i have too little respect for them now, which is not fun and it hurts.
damn it!