i miss my mountains!

nothing bothers me more than people's expectation. like they own me or what?
anyway, i guess i'm good in ruin a weekend which could have been an awesome one.
now i'm sitting in my living room and the walls are chewing me little by little. it's one of them moments which one might wish it never exists. although i climbed the walls for an hour and had a nice chat over lunch with cousin and her hubby, it seems not working. it just won't work.
just so lonely with 100 people around me!