Thursday, December 27, 2007

the hardest day

today has so far been the hardest day of my life. harder than the time my father was in prison, harder than the time i carried my sister on my shoulder to rush her to hospital, more scared than the time i was about to die in avalanch.
i don't see myself live that long. probably a bit more than last of my parents. i guess i had made up my mind on this one. i don't see life worth all these suffer.