no matter howmany times one listens to a song, there could always be new discoveries in that. new tunes, beats, rythm & rhym in different ways. it's amazing.

there has been a trend being followed in media recently. there has been a religious remark included in most of the characters in the news especially the bad ones. for instance, a "muslim" man had beheaded his wife; a wealthy "muslim woman" from qatar had swapped a stolen jewel with another woman. such instances are not rare. it left me with the question "what's the point?"
why do we need to include a religious subtext in all that? does it really matter? unless there is a scehem being followed by the media. i don't believe in theory of conspiracy in the sense that i don't deny it, but i accept it as something that might exist but i just can't my get my head around such attitude. makes me wonder if it is a conspiracy!

a hazy morning
like any other day
a walk by the mountain
a look at the sun rise
carrying the burden of thousand years

no wings to fly
no sword to draw
to kill the demon
to ride away the evil

a misty day
comes the time to travel to the distant far
ride through the wild
to search for the light
to bring back the life
once taken and never to be returned

no wings to fly
but a sword to draw
away is the evil
dead is the demon

now mountains behind and seas sailedconquered is the castle of demon
light unleashed
life once again

eddie vedder - no ceiling

comes the morning
when i can feel
that there's nothing left to be concealed
moving on a scene surreal
no, my heart will never be far from here

sure as i am breathing
sure as i'm sad
i'll keep this wisdom in my flesh
i leave here believing more than i had
and there's a reason i'll be back

as i walk
the hemisphere
got my wish to up and disappear
i've been wounded
i've been healed
now for landing i've been cleared

sure as i'm breathing
sure as i'm sad
i'll keep this wisdom
in my flesh
i leave here believing
more than i had
this love has got
no ceiling

darfur conviction

an inetersting event http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/7922705.stm and a shocking story on darfur http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/7921311.stm . it's quite depressing if what in the second article had been said is true. it's dangerous how can people with such mentalities gain power, rule over people and then decide that some of them (a large sum) are no good, so kill them and rape them. i guess the role of education and democracy becomes highly significant in avoiding such occurence and resurrection of human rights, which is nothing fancy but the right to live!
also, if any of the prophets were to see these days, how would have they felt, react? is this really their legacy? i wonder.

what a day, if you could look it in the face and hold your vomit!

victory brings a sensational feeling of satisfaction. that's how i feel these days. it feels twice as better when i remember that this was an unwanted and un-intended war.
something that i have been dragged into because my supervisor for some reason thought he could win or he had not any intentions of such but for bad managing the situation, it turns out to be a war, through which i should have survived or else i should have kissed my career goodbye! but my paitience and hard work paid at the end. there has been some serious ass kicking and questions had been asked.
it feels good. it surely boosted my confidence and made me aware of the qualities i had!
life's good

another gunmen attack, this time in pakistan and in a cricket match! few dead and few players injured! i wonder why? how the can finance these attacks?
i was watching a programme on NAT GEO Adventure yesterday. it was about the ordeal a woman had in philipines. the islamic militants of Abu-Sayyaf abducted them and held her and a group of others for a year long period. she was a meissionaire with her husband, also a missionaire. the attitude of militants was not strange at all. i have personnally seen and expereinced such attitude from up close in iran. the following questions had came to my mind:
1- is islam really that harsh a religion that it's followers can easily kill people, kidnap them and ask for ransome! then they use the ransome to finance their shit!
2- in case there would be any change, would that happen in iran as well? such attitudes are not rare in iran and while it is very selfish yet in the mean time so selfless it is that becomes very scary.
she finally lost her husband at the end when philipino army attempted to rescue them!