Tuesday, November 11, 2008

i guess it was over right after it started. i can recall the days that i couldn't wait for her phone calls, a listen to a music, a bite out and home again.
i know exactly why it went that way. but i wonder why i kept up with it for longer? it sometime is even scary, how easy i adapt myself with the situation that i now, even back then, consider uneasy.
although i hardly regret my past and things i have done, but such experiences makes it harder to like someone, which makes life harder.

wake up young man, wake up
your love affair had been gone for ten long years;

Sunday, November 9, 2008

today i did my defensive driving course. it was quite interesting as i got the chance to drive in tripoli and get a taste of what it is like. well i don't say it was like tehran, cause tehran is much better in that sense. however, i would put it this way, the density of the ones who drive like a total ass is much higher than in tripoli than tehran. i guess you could find them everywhere. i few places there are rare, some countries they common, in other countries they are the dominant breed!
i guess i give my instructor a bit of scare at the end as i had to steer pass a four wheeler as a lorry was ramming my way from behind and i had to miss him.
work is going forward slowly and it is frustrating, but i am hoping to have a good progress in two weeks time and see a great deal of work being done.
today i had a meeting with HSE guy and he was keen in implementing the HSE in Contracts. surprisingly, he was not updated about group's policy in HSE for Contractors, which means i aev to educate him on that as well, but at least he would tak a bit of load of bringin teh senior managers in line with the requirements of Supply Chain.
next week is the exams week. i have to pass them and i found out that i don't have one of the books and i can't have it at all. the problem was, that there's no indication on the website about it and i had the impression that it shud be on the CD that they had already sent me. it was not in that, andthen later they emailed me a whole document, which i found out later is the wrong one. so i really don't know what i do. i might have to cancel it! it would not be good.