at last ithappened. i lost a newly known friend to cancer. a man, you never saw unhappy, even at the time he lost his mother to the same illness that he suffered and finally lost the battle to. he was truely celebrating the life and enjoying every moment and made everyone around him enjoy it as well.
it's sad that a guy like him is not around anymore and above all, he had left two behind. a wife and a cute boy. it's really sad to see and hard to bear. it's just another turn to the page for worse. it's just not fair.

the one who lies, the one who brags, the one who doesn't care are all gone; yet i'm all of the above and i'm here.

release

i had a short stop in tehran last week to see ow my mom is doing.
she was quite well, to my surprise. she had recovered real well. i was wondering why, cause my father had the same operation and he could hardly sit up after ten days, but my mom was already walking up the stairs in less than a week. that was quite a relief that i was looknig for.

things haven't been the way i wished for, lately. at the office, i struggle a bit which is due to my concentration on the job. i'm wondering whether it's due to change of environment; but does it really take more than a year to adjust myself to my environment?
but the events turn out to be not that bad although they're not the way i wanted it to be and it appears that it's going to be a release, which is strange in ways. having an unexpected (not a child though :D) arrived, no more contact from the expected ones, an unexpected task in job in a different environment...
it's good to be released. i don't care anymore about them. it's all history.