am i being listless or lazy?

just got a threatening note form a friend that i should update my blog more often and let say regularly. well yeah but he recent events and all the cyber-activities had really taken the energy out of me. the wait and the anxiousness of what gonna happen to us in iran took its toll. and the work as well. my company is partnering with this chinese company and i can't say how disappointing it is to have chinese investing and developing our resources. they lack knowledge of the most basic and fundamentals of any discipline. our tax money and natural resources are being spent to have them eyeliners richer and richer day by day! irony of it all is that these guys are godless communists working in Islamic Republic! brothers i guess :S