Thursday, December 27, 2007

the hardest day

today has so far been the hardest day of my life. harder than the time my father was in prison, harder than the time i carried my sister on my shoulder to rush her to hospital, more scared than the time i was about to die in avalanch.
i don't see myself live that long. probably a bit more than last of my parents. i guess i had made up my mind on this one. i don't see life worth all these suffer.

2 comments:

g said...

:O
hey... :(

i dont know whats going on with u
but... every thing will elapse ...
i thought u are in your ever mood, damn :(
try to write about it more, may be it make u better
may be not (not for my interference i mean sometimes its better to talk about the things those make growing pains )
wish u breezy times

g said...

i think hp made a new blog again :d