Tuesday, September 29, 2009

recent experience

she was one of those girls that seems to be perfect. she looks good, well dressed, relax and chilled, fun and down to earth. anything that i could have hoped for. but it all changed as soon as we got a bit serious. there was no more signs of that relax and chilled attitude. she still was looking good of course and well dressed... she didn't turn into a witch...
the way that it appeared to me is that she put up a show to impress me, where she didn't need to! she already was impressive. all of a sudden i have been reason to lot of misfortunes! her argument with her good friend! her down mood, etc.
that was why it was very very disappointing rather than hard or anything else! and as usual, i am mr. bad guy, but hey fuck it, i rather live in peace than bother whether i am the good guy or bad guy. i guess i am what i am, nothing less and nothing more.
one would only live once, why spend it on what others think about one?

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